ok guys. i think i'm officially over all my ex's. and have a new crush. well. i guess i'm not over all my ex's because i have a crush on this guy i've already dated twice. each time was for a few weeks in may. may 2003 and may 2004. it's almost may 2005 and we're all cuddly again. we've hung out a few times recently with a group of friends. holding hands, arm around me, kisses goodnight. he used to be a not-so-good kisser. but now he's real good. he's like, a year and a half younger than me. i'm a freshman in college and he's a senior in high school. i go to michigan state, and he's going to western next year, so we'll be like two hours away from each other next year. which really sucks. i'm an hour away from him right now and that's bad enough. but i seriously like him. and i just feel so much MORE towards him than i have before.